Tuesday, February 21, 2006
crap crap crap crap crap crap crap.
im so stupid
stupid stupid stupid.
i can't believe i said that.
i think she's going to hate me from now on.
now she's going to be biased against me.
she's going to like jiayu loads more than me.
why why why why
she's so nice.
so nice to me!
i cant believe im so dumb can
"white socks" WHAT THE HELL?
crap crap crap
i hope she still likes me
rachel T_T
ya so tmr im ponning 3rd lang. i dont want to go in my guides u can. sorry peeps.
aiya whatever.
and i feel 100% shibai and sad.
it's only 2 hours ++
and it's not like we've not done it before
we do it EVERY WEEK
what's so different about this week? it's all the same.
and yet today i couldnt tolerate it
i had to fall out and rest.
WHY WHY WHY
i feel so USELESS. irk irk irk
tomorrow have to go to school in guides uniform
would that be fun?
people are gonna stare.
RACHEL! T_T <3
darnit.
My mind's unweaving/ 9:20 PM
